"I Took A Blood Oath With My Girl And Now I Want To Break It, Please Help"

I took a blood oath with a girl for my own selfish reasons. Though I have feelings for her but if you ask me, I’d say she has little feelings for me.

Since taking the oath,  I’m no longer myself, I isolate myself from all my good female friends. This has resulted into calls for thorough investigation into what is going on.

My hands are always on my cheek whenever I’m alone.

The oath was made between the both of us. No native doctor was there. The razor blade we used; is still with me.

Please I want to know if the oath is potent without a native doctor. If it is, please assist me on what to do.

Victor.